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 More than Just a King, Even More than God Alone, God with Us

12/20/2013

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Lord of heaven and earth, you are God revealed in flesh with all of the blessings and struggles that our human lives include. The powers of this world rage around us but you are the power of creation and every power submits to you, even the power of death. Keep us steadfast in your Word and love. Amen.

     
     In the first week of January we are still in the midst of the 12 days of  Christmas. The season of Christmas does not officially end until Epiphany on  January 6th. That is we when celebrate and remember the Magi bringing  their gifts to the Christ child. 
      
     What is interesting about the Magi is that no names are given for them in  the Bible although Melchior, Gaspar, and Balthazar have become the traditional  names. In fact, the Bible does not even say how many Magi there were. It simply  states that there were three gifts; gold, frankincense, and myrrh. That story is  another one of those challenges to hear the actual Biblical story beyond what  we think we “remember.”
      
     It seems to me the writing of the story in Matthew’s Gospel is meant to  point us towards very particular insights through its choices. These points  include that God prepares for us a witness to his work in the Magi, the Magi  recognize that a new and special king has been born to the people of Israel,  this new born king will be worshipped but both Jew and Gentiles (remember, the  Magi are Gentiles, the powers of the world are threatened by the in-breaking of  the kingdom of God and openly act to oppose it, the kingship of the Christ child is seen in the gifts of power revealed in gold, frankincense as a symbol of both healing and  deity, and myrrh an incense used at death for  anointing.
      
     It is important for us to slow down in our reading of scripture and to  see and reflect on these elements of this oft told story so that we do not miss  what it confessed about Jesus and his life from the very beginning of his story.  Jesus and his ministry were perceived by the powers of this world, both the  power of the Romans and the power of the Temple, as a threat to their power and  control. He is truly God among us bringing riches and healing to bear on our  lives as both Jews and Gentiles and the manner by which this occurs will include  his death. All this captured in the story of the Magi and the revelation of  Epiphany.
      
     Wow, so much hidden there in this opening story of the birth of Jesus.  This is confessional language teaching us about what Matthew and we believe and  bear witness to in the person of Jesus and everything to follow in his  story.
      
     As another Christmas Day fades away into the past remember that we are  still moving forward in the story of Christmas. It is a story that continues not  just to the twelfth day and the story of the Magi but still continues in us and  we share the story in our homes, in our church, and in our lives as we live in  the midst of community sharing the continuing Good News of the king who died  that we and all the world might be healed.

      Go  into the world following the light of Christ that many may come to  believe.

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Doing Ministry Along the By-ways of Life

12/4/2013

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Precious Savior, you went out along the highways and by-ways of life to meet people where they lived. You taught on mountainsides and the plains, in homes and in the midst of community. You sent out the twelve and the seventy. Never let us become captive to our church buildings instead by your Holy Spirit lead us out the doors among the people to share the Good News of your life, death, and resurrection. Amen.

     For about four years I have been practicing a bar stool ministry in two local sports bars. It has included mystery, a tragedy,  blessings, and many, many more things. What it does do is lead me into relationships with many wonderful people, people who are saints and sinners, broken and healing.

    I, frequently, issue invitations to join me and the people of Messiah at worship and on occassion those invitations are accepted. Most often they are not. People underestimate how hard it can be to walk into a church for the first time or the first time in many years. 

     I listen to people and I talk with them. We exchange our stories and tell great lies, the kind that are often more honest than the truth. Once in awhile I buy someone a beer, sometimes they have bought one for me but mostly I simply try and be a presence.

     When I am there I have a beer or two and most often something to eat. When I leave it is in part to share a witness that it is ok to do so without  having 6 or 8 beers. Afterall, the scripture is not critical of having wine but rather is concerned with a life broken and wasted in drunkeness. In Luke, chapter 7 Jesus notes he himself had been accused of being drunk. I consider  it a great responsibility to model or preach healthy behavior without words as well as with them. I waste little  to no time in criticizing the behavior of others, my life is filled with enough struggles and sin of its own.

     Over time my presence has led to numerous requests to sit down and talk. Some would label these talks as counseling but often it is just a more private conversation surrounding something that emerged while I sat on a bar stool. Expressions of sadness and struggle are often revealed and prayer and words of grace, forgiveness and hope ensue. None of this looks anything like the images of ministry we discussed in seminary but which I sense are something Jesus blesses with his presence just like the wedding at Cana where he turned water into wine.

     One of the great gifts I receive is people's trust. Something that must be held firmly and gently at one and the same time. Early during the second year on my bar stool a regular was killed tragically late one night while riding in a truck returning home very late from another bar. His name was "Burke" and we had spent a lot of time talking. He admitted to having to work  hard to clean up much of his language when I was around and when he slipped up on occassion he was quick to apologize saying like, "Oh, hell, pastor, I'm sorry." 

     When Burke died I spent much of the next day in the restaurant/bar as people came in. Many people were either hearing the tragic news for the first time or emotionally needing to know  details of what or how it had happened as word spread. Burke was deeply loved by many. The wounds were raw and real. There were many stories told  with copious amounts of tears and laughter. There was anger released and there was prayer. There was healing in the small community that flowed in and out all day.

     I attended Burke's viewing and there was a big crowd. I entered the building in my usual black garb and clergy collar, something that gives away the role many of us play among those whose traditions include such trappings. 

     A gentleman probably 10 years my senior and who was clearly part of the family saw me and immediated made his way across the room. Introducing himself as Burke's father he said, "You must be Pastor Bill, you will never know what you meant to Chris. He told us all about you many times. He really liked you. Said you were easy to talk to, Thank you. Thank you so much for being a friend to him. He had his demons." 

     That was the day I was became convinced that the ministry I had taken up on that stool was one of the important places to be. Jesus ministered everywhere he went. He ate with sinners. Most often his ministry was among people that others around him refused to notice or if they did it was to notice with disdain. To me it is all just ministry, conversations about Jesus, and the kingdom of God breaking in.  BTW, I have a beer mug at that restaurant and bar. It says "Pastor Bill." I pray that I can do the label justice.

     On December 22nd from 7-9pm we will be holding a "Carols and Brews" event inviting everyone who will join us to a time of music, story and prayer and the grace of God.



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Follow the Leader

12/3/2013

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As we enter Advent Lord remind us that our calling is to take up our cross and follow you. Keep us safe in these hours of driven consumerism from idolizing either money or goods. Fill our hearts with your Spirit that we may be generous to our neighbor in their need.  Amen.

     Advent is the season when the church year reboots and renews itself and the story of Christ and his Body the Church starts all over again. Renewal is a constant theme within the lives of Christians and the life we live within the Church. It is a renewal that constantly moves us from sin and death into life, a life that is lived by completely different standards than the world. As John's Gospel says we are in the world but not of the world. 

    The Body of Christ has amazing ways of renewing itself in new and unexpected ways. I have already shared with you the changes within my own denominational body as we elected for the first time a woman as the Presiding Bishop of our national body. All Things Made New.

     In the same manner the Roman Catholic church is undergoing amazing renewal under the teaching and leadership of Pope Francis. Again and again he has challenged the church to understand and acknowledge the ways in which it had become distracted from and lost in relation to its primary mission of being  an evangelical witness to the teachings and ministry of Jesus Christ.

     I have been noting for weeks that Francis has been boldly addressing aspects of the church and kicking the shins of some among its leaders and thus regularly trying to capture the attention of all involved. The Pope is leading the church to return to its core and to acknowledge that we the saints have not been the best stewards of our calling. He recognizes that the church had become reductionist in its ministry and focus.

     Pope Francis has challenged us to realize that when faith becomes ideology it loses its real and vibrant power to hold others with compassion because we are too consumed by who is right and who is wrong. The Pope recognizes the danger in wanting to be right on all doctrine when it leads us away from holding the broken, the outcast and the needy in Christlike agape, in love, that is willing to risk something of itself for the sake of the other.

     Pope Francis has created wonderful public images of the simplicity with which he desires to live his life. However, more than the images he, also, has been willing to risk a renewed vision of ministry and outreach. He has gone to unexpected places to touch and hold the most vulnerable in society. Reports are that he has done this not just when cameras are around but, also, in the darkness of the night he has left the security of the Vatican chambers to walk the streets among the homeless and the most vulnerable. Francis wants us to know that this is simply what Christians do no matter who is or isn't watching.  

     I can only pray that I continually learn and grow more and more in such service and care of those around me and within the reach of our ministry here in central Pennsylvania. And in watching Pope Francis and as we start Advent once again I realize that all things are possible and I, too, am renewed once again in Jesus Chirst. I, too, can rise up in the freshness of my baptism this morning. Rise up with my eyes open to see Christ not just in the Pope but in the addict, in the homeless, and in every believer and non-believer who crosses my path. Broken saints or healing sinner God loves us all.

     No matter what our denomination or confession, Pope and priest, Roman Catholic and Lutheran, pastor and laity let us take up our cross and follow the leader, Christ our Lord.








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    Pastor Bill Esborn

    Pastor of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America for 30 years and, finally, coming of age after six decades of living by the power of water and the Word.

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